It's been one of those weeks. With so many good intentions I have not taken time to read anymore about Moses and what made him special

. I had a mini crisis of my own. Wednesday I had pain, pain and more pain. (fibromyalgia and arthritis)........which in turn led to emotional pain.....bwaaa....which led to tears........which led eventually to a prayer "God, please help me to accept those things I cannot chance, the grace to accept those things I can't and the wisdom to know the difference." That last one is the hardest. After all these many years, I keep thinking things are going to change and I just end up hitting my head against the wall. Talk about being dense!! Oh well, I want what I want what I want. Doesn't mean I'm going to get it. After all that I read Psalm 34 - it says "the Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." I felt better - in my surrender to those things I cannot control I met the only one who could answer my prayer. Guess sometimes when we surrender is when we really win.

Now, to stop trying to do everything in my own strength.

Peace.